lights are blinding my eyes

i feel like things might fall apart;
think im slowly loosing things close to me
its making me angry, the least a little explosive
if im not cheered up soon,
people are gonna get a differant me .
but anywayyy thats a quality tune.
deeeep
seeing nikki tommrow.
tuesday hopefully smoke with fillit. sound sound.
might turn to weed again. back on the everyday thangggg.
nite

i spit that lethal shit son!

hey suck my dick;
havent been up too much lately,
feels like ive been inside all week,
but since ive been planning my shit out,
im fucking busy!
biggest thing to happen this week, is im gonna go to the job center!
ha,
on friday, ill have to blog about it (:
two campouts last weekend,
they were shit man.
this weekend i ent doing none of them.
lie down.
in other news.
ive been heavily drug free for 7 ish days.
had a spliff 5 days ago though.
doesnt count,
even though the dude we met was just, awesome.
i love people

we'll be together against this!

dont be a douche, get hold of this cd;
sat listening to it whilst writing my cv.
probably the worst time too do something like that,
my mood is vile.
thanks to no cigarettes
these fucking birds in the living room
tired.
but im not one to complain,
things'll look up.
hows your day.
biatchh

∆

7 days have gone by since i last been on ereeeee;
thats a week with grace, cool shit,
also thats 168 hours on my life.
meh,
quite a bits been haapning i guess. ill start from monday,
pretty much your gonna get some in depth long shit
cause its midniteishsoonmaybe and im in the mood.
and monday cause i can jsut about remember from there ha.
well monday was a important date anyway,
everyone had been hyping about this campout,
arranged by betley of all people
he;s sound, but nonethelesss a sendover, it was bound to fuck up.
but we ent there yet :)
so i got into town early, can only rly get in early or not at all.
dossed around all morning,
buying various things and chilling on the riverfront.
andy rang me, and couple hours later came in.
we met josh,
started the smoke.
dont remember a huuuge chunk of getting there. but we got there,
set up the tent.
everyone stood round,
talking.
wtf! talking, no fags, some had cans. just a fucked up situation.
we started rolling some spliffsss.
then came the first scare, they started saying the cops were coming
then moments later everyone started dashing.
a false alarm or something, pff.
about 7 mins later, had andys speakers working,
the joints almost ready,
chilled.
then it happens again!
all these keds running and shit, we join in the ramble.
stop and look back,
tbf thinkin its bullshit again, then all cops come round the corner
before i even started thinking,
my legs were going.
shit i ran fast :L
cut to a bit later, we lost them.
but were lost, and it starts pissing down,
i lost a shirt, and it was shit.
then got to badsey, finally.
me, andy and josh stay at andys.
it was phat then. we got maaasheeed :)
tuesday,
hung at andys all morning playing ufc. its welll aggresive
fucking awesomee stuff though, had a joint.
went town about 12 with josh,
he caught a lift home, i was gonna walk in school for lunch.
find luke for a pinch of baccie.
luckily my karma was at a high.
i did keep my cool through alot of shit the last night.
didnt try to throw insults at the gods
just cause im having a shit time.
everyone else is going through it too
no doubt a test of my faith, and i got through it.
but yeah! so i was sat at inches,
waiting for the lunch bell so i could go in, then i hear DEAKIN.
its luke, jake, and this kid i now know.
zak? zack? zachory? hes a asian hippie wolverine kinda thang.
but i felt id been given my good rewards now.
and so it happened, we ended up getting 5 gramms of ganj that nite.
had a huge smoke about town.
i slept at some blokes flat,
and now im home.
but yes, today has been shit. no lies.
but i understand.
why the fuck have i just wrote all that.
if you got through all of this then i guess,
you jsut got rinsed.

I am so happy knowing you are the one

me and grace are officialllll;
its prettty coool, now i feel bit more. just,
completee, actually in a relationship.
gotta be a boyfriend.
least im not a dick like, like i used to be.
then weeds sorted my head out, haha.
basically, im a soppy loved up gooooon.
who cant wait to give his woman a hug.
enit.
shrooms is on tonite.
dick biting?
guh

:D:D:D:D

yeaaaahhh man

exams are alll finished forevs now, life on;
been a good day aswell,
had french and physics loike.
spent the rest of the time daan' the park
got kained up with andy and josh.
good timesss.
no more schooool.
took the bus home like,
got a rollie of grace,
:)
need to be together, frustratingg.
wanna show how much i love errrr.
balowww. dunno what to do tommorow.
got another beard burnt off today, pisstake.
haaaa

and i just think that we get on

had a fun few days in all fairness yeah thought so;
friday, spent it alone mostly,
then went to go see the lovely grace.
ended up sleeping there,
extra special,
because her bed is fucking comfy.
shes not too bad either (:
makes my heart beat a bit.
like when she STANDS on my entire cock.
with a foot,
clodhopper.

the saturday;
after laying in bed all morning with grace,
cuddles, kisses, beethoven, hes a big shaggy ass dawg. yo
had to go get picked up,
too go too the police station!
fingerprint ink stinks like shit mayteee
then went to meet lukee after some debating with rents.
got some ganjwhore.
smoked upp.
night is a blur really, fucking funny shit tho.
and MIRRORS is sketchy as hell itself,
motorstorm is kewl.

today was shit.
i want a fag and a hug. go fuck yourself.
this is some sketchy bit from mirrors.
she ripped off her own jaw mon

i remember i was just like you, smokin blunts with my crew.

last exams of the weeek;
its been a nice day,
a hell of a week.
just smoking every dayy, had some sick times with the bois d
itched cressie and ginges bullshit finally.
andy, stanghellini, all more chilled
. been listening to some old skool hip hop.
its fresh air, the flow, what theyre rapping about its chilled out.



went out for a min agoo;
to see grace grace grace rejected,
she got a lift up then went back home again.
made me a little mehh.
says shell see me tommoro
so im hopefull cant get my hopes up to much,
karma will fuck me. i do love her. gah.

peace maaan.

ive always heard that the good die young!

stoned riteee uppp hallelujah;
has been a beautiful day, easy exam
then the best smoke in mankind with andy and stanghelliniiii.
brutal nigga, aha ha.
home time enit (:
no school tommorooo.
missin the grace, whats her lovely self up too!
oh darrrr.
sleep